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Deconstruction.

I feel nothing.

My room is cluttered with memories and items that scream “us”. Hastily written sticky notes with quick “I love you’s” scribbled out.  Longer, deeper letters that are odes of encouragement and support.  Pictures.  Anniversaries. Holidays.  

Standing in my room, I feel so empty and so small.

I feel everything.  

It comes up abruptly, then crashes down sharply and demolishes me in the process.  Eyes are watering, fists are clenched over my heart. Gasping, hot tears streaming.  No sobbing. Only ragged breathing and hiccuping. It feels so good to just feel and let everything out, almost as if I’ve had the entire Pacific Ocean bottled up in me all this time.

My chest hurts and my throat burns and I just want to forget everything and feel nothing.

I feel nothing and everything for you all the while and I want it to cease.

Now is not the time to be silly.
Deconstruction
Break ups suck.

I am an emotional mess.  Send help.

Written after listening to this on repeat. www.youtube.com/watch?v=TA0U22…
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The site layout changed completely...and I am so confused.

Please send help. D:
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Spiegel im Spiegel - Arvo Part
  • Reading: journal entry
  • Watching: About Time
  • Eating: lumpia
  • Drinking: water
I've been 25 for a week as of today.

I do not like it one bit.

*BRB SOBBING*
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Pandora Radio
  • Reading: work stuffs/this journal entry
  • Watching: nothing
  • Eating: an apple
  • Drinking: tea

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Paula G.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Meow goes the kitty!

It is through your mistakes that you will grow, so embrace them, don't just cast them aside, learn from them.

Hi, my name is Paula and I like puppies and panda bears.

I like nice people, so don't be a twunt. :)
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The site layout changed completely...and I am so confused.

Please send help. D:
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Spiegel im Spiegel - Arvo Part
  • Reading: journal entry
  • Watching: About Time
  • Eating: lumpia
  • Drinking: water

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:iconlycaonwolfthorn:
LycaonWolfthorn Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Nee-chan, genki desuka?
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh hai there!! Nice to see you back active on dA!! :)
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LycaonWolfthorn Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013
Too bad that I am lacking a way to upload the art :(
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is why you need an iPhone!!  dA has a mobile uploader to stash!  That's usuallly what I do because my scanner sucks. :/
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KyaKitsunebi Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :)
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skygazer17 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012
Thanks for faving my Battle of the Archers art! I really appreciate it! :)
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very, very welcome!! :)
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lalaith913 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2012   Writer
thanks for the fave!
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're most welcome! :)
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