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The title is a lie. There aren't 100 questions.

First journal entry of 2015 though! Yippee this should be fun!  The last quarter of 2014 put me through the fecking ringer. :(

001: Real name: Paula
002. Nickname: Pokie, P-Sass, Pookie, Muffin
003. Zodiac sign: Libra
004. Male or female: I identify as female.
005. Nursery: Myrtle Farm Montessori
006. Primary school: Tabernacle Christian School
007. Secondary school: A teeny Catholic high school for the first two years and then independent study for the remaining two.
008. Hair colour: It's back to chocolate brown
009. Long or short: Long
010. Loud or quiet: Ambivert. :)
011. Sweats or jeans: jeggings?
012. Phone or camera: Camera phone! :D
013. Health freak: Yes...except for Saturdays. :P
014. Drink or smoke: Occasional drinker...social smoker when inebriated. :O
015. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
016. Political orientation: I prefer not to discuss that here. :)
017. Piercings: two piercings per ear
018. Tattoos: one

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane: yes
020. Car accident: yes
021. Fist fight: sadly, yes.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: In the ears when I was baby =P (Razz)
023. First best friend: in kindergarten
024. First instrument played: piano
025: First award: Perfect attendance in pre-school/kindergarden?
026. First crush: First grade. :)
027. First language: English
028. First big vacation: Lake Tahoe? Or was it to Connecticut? I don't remember.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to: Mom
030. Last person you texted: new boy ;)
031. Last person you watched: em...
032. Last food you ate: I had a couple blue corn tortilla chips just now....
033. Last movie you watched: Love Actually
034. Last song you listened to: Sledgehammer - Fifth Harmony.  Don't you dare judge me it is so catchy and I need to play it at least 20 times to get it out of my system!
035. Last thing you bought: dinner?
036. Last person you hugged. Zumba students. :)

FAVES:
037. Food: EVERYTHING.  I love everything....pasta, sushi, you name it.
038. Drinks: tea. Tea is love and tea is life.
039. Clothes: lately flannel shirts and slouchy sweaters.
040. Book: Too many.
041. Colour: black (I know it's technically NOT a color), beige, pink, oxblood
042. Flower: Dahlia, sunflowers
043. Music: EDM, dubstep, chillstep, post-garage, nu-disco, pop, classical, opera.  Basically, if it's not screamo I'll listen to it.
044. Movie: My Neighbor Totoro, Love Actually, Space Jam (that's right I said it!)
045. Subject: chemistry, math, art, drama

IN THE PAST YEAR I:
046. Kissed in the rain [ ]
047. Celebrated Halloween [x]
048. Had your heart broken [x] 
049. Counted the minutes on your phone: [ ] 
050. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: [ ] 
051. Weapons: [ ] 
052. Breathed fire: [ ]
053. Had an abortion: [ ]
054. Done something you regret [x]
055. Broke a promise: [x]
056. Kept a secret: [x]
057. Pretended to be happy: [x] 
058. Met someone who changed your life: [/]
059. Pretended to be sick: [x]
060. Left the country [x]
061. Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it: [ ]
062. Cried over the silliest thing: [x]
063. Ran a mile: [x] 
064. Went to the beach: [x] 
065. Stayed single: [ ] 

CURRENTLY:
066. Eating: nothing atm
067. Drinking: tea
068. Getting ready: to stop procrastinating and finish up working...yes. :(
069. Listening to: the sound of my typing
070. Plans for tomorrow: work, clients meetings, zumba...is it the weekend yet?
071. Waiting for: Saturday!

YOUR FUTURE:
072. Want kids: One would be nice
073. Get married: yes
074. Careers in mind: advancing a bit more in the advertising/marketing field

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL (FOR GIRLS): 
075. Lips or eyes: eyes
076. Short or tall: Tall please
077. Romantic or spontaneous: both
078. Nice stomach or nice arms:aaaah both
079. Sensitive or loud: hmmm maybe sensitive?
080. Hook-up or relationship: relationship please
081. Troublemaker or hesitant: can we have a bit of both?

HAVE YOU EVER:
082. Lost glasses: yes
083. Ran away from home: tried to and failed!
084. Held a weapon, for self defence: yes
085. Killed someone: No!
086. Broken someone's heart: I may have at some point?
087. Been arrested: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
088. Yourself: for the most part
089. Miracles: yes
090. Love at first sight: eh..
091. Heaven: yes
092. Santa Claus: hahaha
093. Magic: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
094. Is there one person you want to be with, right now: yes
095. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: yes
096. Are you happy with the person you're with: currently not officially with anyone yet...so.....

097. Post as 100 truths and tag five people: None, you can do it by copying+pasting the questions from here.
Deconstruction.

I feel nothing.

My room is cluttered with memories and items that scream “us”. Hastily written sticky notes with quick “I love you’s” scribbled out.  Longer, deeper letters that are odes of encouragement and support.  Pictures.  Anniversaries. Holidays.  

Standing in my room, I feel so empty and so small.

I feel everything.  

It comes up abruptly, then crashes down sharply and demolishes me in the process.  Eyes are watering, fists are clenched over my heart. Gasping, hot tears streaming.  No sobbing. Only ragged breathing and hiccuping. It feels so good to just feel and let everything out, almost as if I’ve had the entire Pacific Ocean bottled up in me all this time.

My chest hurts and my throat burns and I just want to forget everything and feel nothing.

I feel nothing and everything for you all the while and I want it to cease.

Now is not the time to be silly.
Deconstruction
Break ups suck.

I am an emotional mess.  Send help.

Written after listening to this on repeat. www.youtube.com/watch?v=TA0U22…
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The site layout changed completely...and I am so confused.

Please send help. D:
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Spiegel im Spiegel - Arvo Part
  • Reading: journal entry
  • Watching: About Time
  • Eating: lumpia
  • Drinking: water
I've been 25 for a week as of today.

I do not like it one bit.

*BRB SOBBING*
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Pandora Radio
  • Reading: work stuffs/this journal entry
  • Watching: nothing
  • Eating: an apple
  • Drinking: tea

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Paula G.
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Meow goes the kitty!

It is through your mistakes that you will grow, so embrace them, don't just cast them aside, learn from them.

Hi, my name is Paula and I like puppies and panda bears.

I like nice people, so don't be a twunt. :)
Interests
The title is a lie. There aren't 100 questions.

First journal entry of 2015 though! Yippee this should be fun!  The last quarter of 2014 put me through the fecking ringer. :(

001: Real name: Paula
002. Nickname: Pokie, P-Sass, Pookie, Muffin
003. Zodiac sign: Libra
004. Male or female: I identify as female.
005. Nursery: Myrtle Farm Montessori
006. Primary school: Tabernacle Christian School
007. Secondary school: A teeny Catholic high school for the first two years and then independent study for the remaining two.
008. Hair colour: It's back to chocolate brown
009. Long or short: Long
010. Loud or quiet: Ambivert. :)
011. Sweats or jeans: jeggings?
012. Phone or camera: Camera phone! :D
013. Health freak: Yes...except for Saturdays. :P
014. Drink or smoke: Occasional drinker...social smoker when inebriated. :O
015. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
016. Political orientation: I prefer not to discuss that here. :)
017. Piercings: two piercings per ear
018. Tattoos: one

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane: yes
020. Car accident: yes
021. Fist fight: sadly, yes.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: In the ears when I was baby =P (Razz)
023. First best friend: in kindergarten
024. First instrument played: piano
025: First award: Perfect attendance in pre-school/kindergarden?
026. First crush: First grade. :)
027. First language: English
028. First big vacation: Lake Tahoe? Or was it to Connecticut? I don't remember.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to: Mom
030. Last person you texted: new boy ;)
031. Last person you watched: em...
032. Last food you ate: I had a couple blue corn tortilla chips just now....
033. Last movie you watched: Love Actually
034. Last song you listened to: Sledgehammer - Fifth Harmony.  Don't you dare judge me it is so catchy and I need to play it at least 20 times to get it out of my system!
035. Last thing you bought: dinner?
036. Last person you hugged. Zumba students. :)

FAVES:
037. Food: EVERYTHING.  I love everything....pasta, sushi, you name it.
038. Drinks: tea. Tea is love and tea is life.
039. Clothes: lately flannel shirts and slouchy sweaters.
040. Book: Too many.
041. Colour: black (I know it's technically NOT a color), beige, pink, oxblood
042. Flower: Dahlia, sunflowers
043. Music: EDM, dubstep, chillstep, post-garage, nu-disco, pop, classical, opera.  Basically, if it's not screamo I'll listen to it.
044. Movie: My Neighbor Totoro, Love Actually, Space Jam (that's right I said it!)
045. Subject: chemistry, math, art, drama

IN THE PAST YEAR I:
046. Kissed in the rain [ ]
047. Celebrated Halloween [x]
048. Had your heart broken [x] 
049. Counted the minutes on your phone: [ ] 
050. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: [ ] 
051. Weapons: [ ] 
052. Breathed fire: [ ]
053. Had an abortion: [ ]
054. Done something you regret [x]
055. Broke a promise: [x]
056. Kept a secret: [x]
057. Pretended to be happy: [x] 
058. Met someone who changed your life: [/]
059. Pretended to be sick: [x]
060. Left the country [x]
061. Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it: [ ]
062. Cried over the silliest thing: [x]
063. Ran a mile: [x] 
064. Went to the beach: [x] 
065. Stayed single: [ ] 

CURRENTLY:
066. Eating: nothing atm
067. Drinking: tea
068. Getting ready: to stop procrastinating and finish up working...yes. :(
069. Listening to: the sound of my typing
070. Plans for tomorrow: work, clients meetings, zumba...is it the weekend yet?
071. Waiting for: Saturday!

YOUR FUTURE:
072. Want kids: One would be nice
073. Get married: yes
074. Careers in mind: advancing a bit more in the advertising/marketing field

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL (FOR GIRLS): 
075. Lips or eyes: eyes
076. Short or tall: Tall please
077. Romantic or spontaneous: both
078. Nice stomach or nice arms:aaaah both
079. Sensitive or loud: hmmm maybe sensitive?
080. Hook-up or relationship: relationship please
081. Troublemaker or hesitant: can we have a bit of both?

HAVE YOU EVER:
082. Lost glasses: yes
083. Ran away from home: tried to and failed!
084. Held a weapon, for self defence: yes
085. Killed someone: No!
086. Broken someone's heart: I may have at some point?
087. Been arrested: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
088. Yourself: for the most part
089. Miracles: yes
090. Love at first sight: eh..
091. Heaven: yes
092. Santa Claus: hahaha
093. Magic: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
094. Is there one person you want to be with, right now: yes
095. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: yes
096. Are you happy with the person you're with: currently not officially with anyone yet...so.....

097. Post as 100 truths and tag five people: None, you can do it by copying+pasting the questions from here.

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LycaonWolfthorn Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Nee-chan, genki desuka?
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh hai there!! Nice to see you back active on dA!! :)
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LycaonWolfthorn Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013
Too bad that I am lacking a way to upload the art :(
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is why you need an iPhone!!  dA has a mobile uploader to stash!  That's usuallly what I do because my scanner sucks. :/
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :)
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skygazer17 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012
Thanks for faving my Battle of the Archers art! I really appreciate it! :)
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pokiedoesdisco Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very, very welcome!! :)
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lalaith913 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2012   Writer
thanks for the fave!
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You're most welcome! :)
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